Hmmm apakah lagi?

Hola..seme orang.. post yang last tu mcm ala2 emoshi kan...? Tapi don't worry SAMER INTAN ALI is a strongggg girl! Haiya....! Dare I say it again. Strong? Hehehe.. biaqlah apa pon nak menimpa.. nak menduga.. nak mencabar kewanitaanku.. aku tetap strong! Aicewahhhh..! (dalam hati dengan suara kecik 'Aminn.....') :P



So far ... bak kate orang jawe... 'life goes on'.... selepas sebulan setengah menanam anggur kat balkoni kondo aku...ngan dok mandikan kucing2 aku hari2...akhirnya aku dapat lagi satu pekerjaan baru... kat plaza sentral.. bebtol seblah ofis si mama joys..... alhamdulilah... mmg ada jodoh aku dengan dia ni... dia meme sorg kawan yang baik.. dah almost 10 years lah kenal dia tu kan.... ? Dia jugak la yang merangkap recruiter aku, banyak kerja2 aku yang aku dapat meme melalui dia.. melalui dia jugak aku dapat kerjer kat Kelly and kenal ngan Juju..and after that.. and after dat.. dot..dot...dot hehehe..walopon dia kadang2 agak posessive tapi aku senang banget berkawan dengan dia (hahaha acah mak enon! jgn marah nyer mama joys!) :P


(Epy aka Mama Joys and Me, sewaktu berbuka puasa di Picadilly, PJ)

Anyway, macam2 dah berlaku masa bulan puasa and sepanjang raya season ni... banyak juga open house yang aku kunjungi...this week.. and next week pon ada lagi.. wow..murah rezeki kita time2 ni.. pegi mana2 je ada makanan.. Malaysia amat indah time2 ni kan..jimat duit kita time2 ujung2 minggu tu.. hehehe...dan ada pulak size baju M dah bertukar L , atau XXL.... ader member sorg tu... belt dah capai lobang yang terakhir.. aiseh man.. tuh tanda2 kena selow down sikit beb.. nanti ader yang rupa cam michelin man ujung bulan ni... hehehe



(Ni ketika my aristrocrasamphat fwensss dtg orgy beraya ke casa del Memer) Lady Kartini, Countess Nanad, Duchess Jonana




For more recent updates... sabtu ni ada wedding and satu open house kat Sri Kembangan, and on Sunday ada open house Sue! Hehehe.. apa agaknye yang dia nak masakkan tu kan... Sue.. takyah susah2.. KFC or McDonel or Pizza Hut je pon da ok.. hehehe.. acah mak enon je sue...apa2 pon tak kisah... cuma nak house warming kan umah choo tu.. ihikss..maklumla.. pengantin baru..
;)

Other things... aku nak pindah rumah dah.. dari seblum bulan puasa lagi.. dah sibuk2 packing barang2 segala.. tapi semalam baru officially.. dapat kunci rumah tu seme... cuma tinggal nak renobet sket kut.. mama i nak renobet dapur n bathrooms.. and the best things aku da trade ngan adik aku... so kali ni casa del memer 2..will be a bigger one! Woo Hoo!

Apakah lagi...oh ya... nak ucap tima kasih kpd en sudink sbb dia telah belikan batt baru buat hempon aku semalam...ujung bulan kaw tim la ek en sudink!! Hehehe yehaa...!! Pastu di kidnap plak oleh Nanad .. and we went to hef drinks at Suzis... Nanad ni aku kenal melalui Kartini (ex ofismet CIMBAVIVA aku) Nanad ni ...seorg yang kecil2 cili padi lah bagi aku...hehehe... kecil2 tapi berani! Hoho! Lepas tu joined Sudink and Jonana.. makan bubur and borak2 ...sedar tak sedar sampai pukul 3 pagi! Macam aku tak keja je pagi nya tu kan? Tapi atas berkat Tuhan yang maha esa... aku bangun tepat 7.00am dan cepat2 mandi dan bersiap pergi keja..mcm takde apa yang berlaku.. terror tak aku... (patut la aku ngantuk semcm arinih haha) Urat dawai tulang besi Beb!!! (Eyyyy lebey sangat tuh... ayat yang kitorg chepta arituh kat uptown....) Siap ader pergerakan jari segala... adui.. rosakkk rosakkk! Hehehe.. ape pon seronok everytime lepak ngan bebudak giler ni.. (bebudak ke... boleh la.. di kategorikan sebegitew)




(Sewaktu Nanad dan aku melepak sambil gosssip berdiskussi tentang politik negara di Suzis malam tadi

Esok malam ader member aku sorang nak dtg tengok kucing...hurm.. bukan apa.. banyak sangat dah kucing kat rumah.. tak terjaga... dia berkenan ngan si Bubu tu.. elok la tu.. Bubu tu comel, friendly...manja..... (macam tuan dia jugak wakakakaka!) :P

So anyway tu je lah percelotehan buat hari ni... hari2 ujan.. sib baik memana bawak payung...hurm boring tu.. kene pakai selipar.. caner nak vogue2 canih...!!! Mak biasanya pakai heels je kemana... tak dapat nk bergaya now... ngan selipar.. ngan payung.. hishhh!!! Tak biasa lahhhh.. :P

The Best Of Me

It has happened again.. everything all over again.. the ups and downs of relationships.. the ups and downs of careers...its happening all over again.. shattered glass and picking up the pieces.. falling down and getting back up again...and after the rain.. comes the rainbow...

Depending how I look at things.. I never want to stay stagnant for too long.. I am never that kind of person.. neither too ambitious or too laid back.. change is good.. I accept and embrace change.. for change is the only constant..to me that is the only defense for survival..for everything changes.. addresses... status...partners...even your parents may change...how could you stay unaffected? You don't... you need to change as well.. then only you could accept them...

Decisions. I have made a few within this month. Major ones. Life changing decisions. How easily I make them is as easy as how easily I change. Scary? I might be. . [So take me as I am This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man (or woman) Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing- Bitch - Meredith Brooks] Suddenly I'm reminded of her song.

It probably hasn't hit me home yet, what should I be proud of? What have I achieved all this while...? Hmm.. there's probably a lot of people who ask this question to themselves everyday, I might not be one of them. I just live my life, day by day, neglecting to think about the future, it might probably hit me when I'm 40. I would hope I'll still be a faboulous hot woman at 40...life begins for men at 40 ... so why would it be differet for women..could I dare say it? I am different I guess, not as conventional or traditional as I thought I was.

A new dawn has come, a new day begins, next year is going to be brighter than this year, next year going to be better, for me, something has changed within me, why should life be lived for others? They might want to see us happy, but do they really know what would make us happy? Unfortunately they might never know, they will never know, what dwells, beneath, our deep dark, twisted, thoughts?? How they wish they knew.

I also would like to offer my condolences to my ex-colleagues who are also facing change at this moment, what can I say, I have been through what they have been through, a few times to be exact, I'm reminded of Alanis song, Ironic


It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
And who would've thought it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in your face

So you might be with me, or you might not, you might have totally strong views against my train of thoughts, but that's the difference between you and me, I am my own person, I guess, after all this while, I know this might sound cliche, I'm finally beginning to know, who I really am.

Dedicated to.......
You are you're own person, a magnificent, wonderful beautiful person
With a pure heart, you always put other people's needs first rather than your own
At often time, you feel frustrated at yourself for not being able to help them more
Believe it or not, you have such innocent childlike eyes
Sometimes full of wonder, and often time, full of passion
You are very confident and sure of yourself,
Never have I seen someone who is
Incredibly smart, unpredictable, equipped with a sharp tongue and wit
You keep me mesmerized with your incredible humor
You keep on asking where have I been all your life
I should be asking you the same thing
And you keep on saying I am your soulmate
I am also telling you the same thing
I am grateful fate has brought us together
And these few months have been the happiest times in my life
You make me alive again...
Breathe again...
My angel...