Hari bodoh sedunia.
Bukan aku nak cakap satu dunia ni bodoh, tapi aku yang bodoh, dalam erti kata lain, hari paling malang.
Sebelum nak start type post ni, nak kene istigfar banyak-banyak sebab bila ingat-ingat balik aku da setat rasa geram.
Pagi semalam ialah pagi Isnin. Ntah kenapa aku awal gila sampai ofis, dengan hati yang seronok aku sempat pergi food court beli nasi lemak. Lepas dari itu.. mula lah hari bodoh sedunia aku. Sampai-sampai je kat opis, aku cari-cari kunci ofis, sebab sesapa yang paling awal boleh bukak ofis. Tapi tak jumpa. Baru aku teringat kunci ofis aku ada kat dalam drawer, dalam ofis.
Apakah????
Aku dah mula sumpah seranah diri aku sendiri. Dah lah panas kat sini. Ada lagi setengah jam nak pukul 9. Nasi lemak tak makan lagi. Epy for sure tak sampai lagi. Aku tex zax. Dia kat langkawi. Aku terlupa. Last-last aku pun tunggu la setengah jam kat depan pintu ofis sampai ofismet aku sampai.
Hari Isnin tu aku mmg half day sebab aku ada medical check up pukul 2.30. Jadi dalam pukul 2 lepas dapat green light dari bos, aku pun beredar. Dengan hati yang seronok aku menghala ke kereta aku. Semakin aku menghampiri kereta aku, aku perasan ada sesuatu yang tak kena. Aku mula panik. Oh no oh no oh no aku ulang banyak2 kali dalam hati. Yes folks. Aku biar lampu kereta terpasang. Masa bila aku bukak lampu pun aku tak ingat. Aku sumpah seranah diri aku lagi sekali. Dan sememangnya, my baby blue tak boleh nak start. Aku tengok jam, ada lagi setengah jam for my appointment. Tak cukup masa nak naik monorel aku cekau je cab. Dia tak pakai meter pulak. Aku kene RM10 dari sentral pegi jalan raja chulan. WTF??? Tak dapat nak fikir panjang aku takut terlambat.
Lepas dari tu baru aku sedar aku tak tukar kasut, pakai slipar buruk je. Heeeee...!! Dalam hati aku dah geram kat diri aku sendiri.. Apalah bodoh sangatttt...! Aku selamat sampai ke tempat medical check up and lepas habis tu aku dah bingung pasal kereta aku still kat sentral, pastu tak tahu nak buat apa... aku tengok dalam wallet..apsal tinggal RM15 jer?? Baru aku tersedar duit aku tercicir dalam cab.
Rasa nak nangis pon ada.. rasa nak gelak pon ada..rasa nak hempuk2 kepala aku kat dinding pon ada.
Last2 aku naik monorel pegi bukit bintang sebab aku mmg takde hala tuju. Member aku call tanya aku kat mana, pastu aku mula la cerita pok pek pok pek kat dia..dia suruh aku tunggu dia habis kerja. Aku tengok jam, ada lagi satu setengah jam. Jadi aku pon pegila starbucks, lepas aku beli cofee, aku duduk kat satu sudut tiba-tiba waitress starbucks tu datang dekat 'Maaf kak, sini tak boleh merokok sebab new rules, kat kaki lima shopping complex tak buleh, sidewalk depan tu buleh'
Aku tercengang. Aku amik coffee aku tu pastu terus belah. *Terkumat kamit mulut aku sensorang*
Lepas habis sebat. Aku masuk Sg wang, and melepaskan kesengsaraan aku dengan membeli t-shirt *swipe je sbb cash tinggal tiga hengget* Lega sikit.
Sedar tak sedar masa dah time aku pun mula gerak ke opis member aku tu, dan kitorg pun patah balik ke sentral nak tengok kereta aku. Dengan membaca jampi serapah aku pun try nak start kan kereta. Alhamdulillah, dah ok.
Begitulah kesudahan hari bodoh sedunia aku semalam, yang memang aku takkan lupa sampai bila-bila.. sampai rumah je aku pikir balik...kenapalah aku biol sangat hari tu... hmm... banyak buat dosa kut... *aisehhh takotnye* Amik lah semua tu sebagai dugaan dugaan dari yang Maha Esa... kadang-kadang kene la beringat2 gak.. ye tak..?
*wink wink* :P~
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Hari bodoh sedunia 24/11/2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Hmmm apakah lagi?
So far ... bak kate orang jawe... 'life goes on'.... selepas sebulan setengah menanam anggur kat balkoni kondo aku...ngan dok mandikan kucing2 aku hari2...akhirnya aku dapat lagi satu pekerjaan baru... kat plaza sentral.. bebtol seblah ofis si mama joys..... alhamdulilah... mmg ada jodoh aku dengan dia ni... dia meme sorg kawan yang baik.. dah almost 10 years lah kenal dia tu kan.... ? Dia jugak la yang merangkap recruiter aku, banyak kerja2 aku yang aku dapat meme melalui dia.. melalui dia jugak aku dapat kerjer kat Kelly and kenal ngan Juju..and after that.. and after dat.. dot..dot...dot hehehe..walopon dia kadang2 agak posessive tapi aku senang banget berkawan dengan dia (hahaha acah mak enon! jgn marah nyer mama joys!) :P
Anyway, macam2 dah berlaku masa bulan puasa and sepanjang raya season ni... banyak juga open house yang aku kunjungi...this week.. and next week pon ada lagi.. wow..murah rezeki kita time2 ni.. pegi mana2 je ada makanan.. Malaysia amat indah time2 ni kan..jimat duit kita time2 ujung2 minggu tu.. hehehe...dan ada pulak size baju M dah bertukar L , atau XXL.... ader member sorg tu... belt dah capai lobang yang terakhir.. aiseh man.. tuh tanda2 kena selow down sikit beb.. nanti ader yang rupa cam michelin man ujung bulan ni... hehehe
For more recent updates... sabtu ni ada wedding and satu open house kat Sri Kembangan, and on Sunday ada open house Sue! Hehehe.. apa agaknye yang dia nak masakkan tu kan... Sue.. takyah susah2.. KFC or McDonel or Pizza Hut je pon da ok.. hehehe.. acah mak enon je sue...apa2 pon tak kisah... cuma nak house warming kan umah choo tu.. ihikss..maklumla.. pengantin baru..
;)
Other things... aku nak pindah rumah dah.. dari seblum bulan puasa lagi.. dah sibuk2 packing barang2 segala.. tapi semalam baru officially.. dapat kunci rumah tu seme... cuma tinggal nak renobet sket kut.. mama i nak renobet dapur n bathrooms.. and the best things aku da trade ngan adik aku... so kali ni casa del memer 2..will be a bigger one! Woo Hoo!
Apakah lagi...oh ya... nak ucap tima kasih kpd en sudink sbb dia telah belikan batt baru buat hempon aku semalam...ujung bulan kaw tim la ek en sudink!! Hehehe yehaa...!! Pastu di kidnap plak oleh Nanad .. and we went to hef drinks at Suzis... Nanad ni aku kenal melalui Kartini (ex ofismet CIMBAVIVA aku) Nanad ni ...seorg yang kecil2 cili padi lah bagi aku...hehehe... kecil2 tapi berani! Hoho! Lepas tu joined Sudink and Jonana.. makan bubur and borak2 ...sedar tak sedar sampai pukul 3 pagi! Macam aku tak keja je pagi nya tu kan? Tapi atas berkat Tuhan yang maha esa... aku bangun tepat 7.00am dan cepat2 mandi dan bersiap pergi keja..mcm takde apa yang berlaku.. terror tak aku... (patut la aku ngantuk semcm arinih haha) Urat dawai tulang besi Beb!!! (Eyyyy lebey sangat tuh... ayat yang kitorg chepta arituh kat uptown....) Siap ader pergerakan jari segala... adui.. rosakkk rosakkk! Hehehe.. ape pon seronok everytime lepak ngan bebudak giler ni.. (bebudak ke... boleh la.. di kategorikan sebegitew)
Esok malam ader member aku sorang nak dtg tengok kucing...hurm.. bukan apa.. banyak sangat dah kucing kat rumah.. tak terjaga... dia berkenan ngan si Bubu tu.. elok la tu.. Bubu tu comel, friendly...manja..... (macam tuan dia jugak wakakakaka!) :P
So anyway tu je lah percelotehan buat hari ni... hari2 ujan.. sib baik memana bawak payung...hurm boring tu.. kene pakai selipar.. caner nak vogue2 canih...!!! Mak biasanya pakai heels je kemana... tak dapat nk bergaya now... ngan selipar.. ngan payung.. hishhh!!! Tak biasa lahhhh.. :P
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The Best Of Me
It has happened again.. everything all over again.. the ups and downs of relationships.. the ups and downs of careers...its happening all over again.. shattered glass and picking up the pieces.. falling down and getting back up again...and after the rain.. comes the rainbow...
Depending how I look at things.. I never want to stay stagnant for too long.. I am never that kind of person.. neither too ambitious or too laid back.. change is good.. I accept and embrace change.. for change is the only constant..to me that is the only defense for survival..for everything changes.. addresses... status...partners...even your parents may change...how could you stay unaffected? You don't... you need to change as well.. then only you could accept them...
Decisions. I have made a few within this month. Major ones. Life changing decisions. How easily I make them is as easy as how easily I change. Scary? I might be. . [So take me as I am This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man (or woman) Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing- Bitch - Meredith Brooks] Suddenly I'm reminded of her song.
It probably hasn't hit me home yet, what should I be proud of? What have I achieved all this while...? Hmm.. there's probably a lot of people who ask this question to themselves everyday, I might not be one of them. I just live my life, day by day, neglecting to think about the future, it might probably hit me when I'm 40. I would hope I'll still be a faboulous hot woman at 40...life begins for men at 40 ... so why would it be differet for women..could I dare say it? I am different I guess, not as conventional or traditional as I thought I was.
A new dawn has come, a new day begins, next year is going to be brighter than this year, next year going to be better, for me, something has changed within me, why should life be lived for others? They might want to see us happy, but do they really know what would make us happy? Unfortunately they might never know, they will never know, what dwells, beneath, our deep dark, twisted, thoughts?? How they wish they knew.
I also would like to offer my condolences to my ex-colleagues who are also facing change at this moment, what can I say, I have been through what they have been through, a few times to be exact, I'm reminded of Alanis song, Ironic
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
And who would've thought it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in your face
So you might be with me, or you might not, you might have totally strong views against my train of thoughts, but that's the difference between you and me, I am my own person, I guess, after all this while, I know this might sound cliche, I'm finally beginning to know, who I really am.
Dedicated to.......
You are you're own person, a magnificent, wonderful beautiful person
With a pure heart, you always put other people's needs first rather than your own
At often time, you feel frustrated at yourself for not being able to help them more
Believe it or not, you have such innocent childlike eyes
Sometimes full of wonder, and often time, full of passion
You are very confident and sure of yourself,
Never have I seen someone who is
Incredibly smart, unpredictable, equipped with a sharp tongue and wit
You keep me mesmerized with your incredible humor
You keep on asking where have I been all your life
I should be asking you the same thing
And you keep on saying I am your soulmate
I am also telling you the same thing
I am grateful fate has brought us together
And these few months have been the happiest times in my life
You make me alive again...
Breathe again...
My angel...
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Ode
Though you shall not know
Though you shall not feel
The beating of my heart
The aching it causes
From every moment
There is no one in between
Shall foresee what is unravelling
Inside, it's beckoning
For none shall hear
Except the two of us
In the dark, be still my love
Be still my heart,
For if I had the wings of angels
Among the heavens I shall fly
I would bring down the pearls of the stars
Just to see you smile
Monday, September 1, 2008
It wasn't planned
Everything happened so suddenly , that I was totally taken off guard... maybe things happen for a reason...six months went by so fast..and in that six months.. I have learnt many things.. and one thing for sure.. I never regret any decisions I have made... I need to let myself breathe for a little while.. breathing is good.. isn't it...?
I sent off my brother the other day... he's leaving for Ukraine again.. I hate those moments of partings... I hate goodbyes... why does everyone need to leave...? Most logically, and for obvious reasons of course... but I just choose not to comprehend...
I have encountered many different people as well as phases in my life.. sometimes I just feel too old for this world... and sometimes I have been called self-destructive... they have a point though..I will try not to dwell on the past too much and rather concentrate on my future..if any... what was Kurt Cobain's last words? Its better to burn out, than fade away? Correct me if I'm mistaken. Good point. Maybe I was afraid before, but I'm not afraid anymore.
To do the things I love - would probably be the best damned thing that would ever happen to me.. but some many voices from all sort of directions.. telling me what I should do... wtf..? Hmm... to listen is a good thing.. but sometimes not listening will also do some good...
I choose not to listen this time.
Friday, August 8, 2008
Hey.. Im back ..sort of
Hello hello hello again...
Wow.. what have I been doing for these past few months...? Ever since I joined my new co. I busy sgt.. sampai takder masa utk update apa2.. cume facebook jer.. tuh pon kdg2.. sorry la korang application2 korang send tu sme aku ignore dalam senyap (hi hi hi... :P) dulu bukan main ..tercabar dgn superpoke ngan Friend for sale tu..siap celen2 sapa paling terror superpoke segala nihh....hihihi
Well to start off lemme just highlight some things that happened....major things la...
July 3 -5 - I went to Perhentian with Chinoz, his brother & his brother's GF
Perhentian jauh doh.. we all naik keter plak tuh.. i spt biasa slept la all the way hehehe.. pantang dekat aircond sure lelap nyer.. :P
We went to Perhentian Besar,and stayed at Flora Bay Resort (layanan first class even tho chalet biasa jer, the room very big, huge toilet, selesa n bersih) If you nak vacay secara low-medium budget.. i syorkan Flora Bay sebab dia paling dekat tu the NICE part of the beach.. I belum update my pics sebb semenye dlm laptop yg satu lagi. Ada masa nanti i upload keh...and yang bestnyer I managed to see a turtle! Yay!! Spt biaser aktivit wajib is snorkeling lah kan...but Perhentian Besar is quite a peaceful & lay back.. tak ramai sgt orang kat situ... nak honeymoon should be ideal :)
July 16 - My brother Shawal balik Malaysia! Yay!!! Yang aku jeles ni... dia sempat plak pergi berjalan2 ke Amsterdam seblum balik.. 2 weeks dia kat sana.. staying wit my aunty kat sana... dekat page friendster dia penoh la gamba2 dia berjalan kat amsterdam seme.. eeeii so jelous.. becoz amsterdam is oso on TOP of my 'to visit' LIST. OH yes. ofcoz there is a list... :)
August - 2-4 TIOMAN LAGIK
hAHaha.. secara drastik dan tanpa di duga.. I minta bantuan sape lagi kalau bukan Ketua Pokej kite.. Cik Marfie...utk tolong book kan kat chalet.. kat mana lagi kalau bukan Salang INDAH ....sorry la epy.. byk betol soklan2 yg bernas dan kurang bernas yang di ajukan.. tima kaseh sbb byk bersabar dgn kerenah ku. ihik... yang nyata kami semua tak hampa walaupun last minit nyer plan (cumer budget lebih sikit la sbb yg pegi tiga orang jer) Walopon gituh... amat BEST lahhhh TIOMAN. Sesampainyer kat jeti aku di gamit kenangan2 kiter semua (dengan Choo yang tak penah pegi pulau ngan DOSH yang dtg all the way from Penang... dgn Nelly wif her PINK BIKINI... hehehe...dgn seme2 lagi 15 orang sahabat... hihihi.. teringat tempat2 kiter berposing sakan semue.... sungguh rindukan saat2 itu......) I setuju dengan cadangan epy utk buat TIOMAN a yearly trip. Guess what i baru tau tioman tu DUTY FREE island. (Sesapa yang sama line of thot dgn I would understand lorrrr) We made friends, Sham, & his brother Zam, a group of guys from KL jugak pon ader.. and of coz Kak Yatie tu.. yang terbaik Roti Canai Egg & Cheese and of cos laaaa BURGER SPECIAL dia... hadoiii... melelehhhh siot...the room yang kite dapat pon not bad la... ada DUA katil queen ngan satu katil single.. hahaha besor..enam tujoh orang pon leh muat agaknye! Kali ni niat di hati nak bawak adik I berjalan sbbnyer dia dah lama nak pegi Tioman, dari kecik, nak sgt snorkeling sme, seronok tgk adik happy....YANG PENTING kali ni I nampak NEMO!!! ader 3 ekor yg i nampak.. die ske nyuruk belakang coral yang bentuk cam jelly tu.. hehehe...! Beh2! Pastu kali ni I berjaya swim sampai platform (ala platform yang zax ngan alya naik tu) Hurm.. ape lagi yeh.. overall kire sronok la.. BBQ dia pon RM15 jer sorang.. tu pon byk giler... tak habis hehe.. *sigh* I still miss Tioman lor...
August 6 - Jeng jeng. jeng.... Happy Birthday to you ..Happy Birthday to you.. Happy birthday to my dear SUraYa Hani... Happy Birthday to youuuu.........!!! Kita berlima sambut birthday Sue secara impromptu... dekat hotel Vistana...(TAPI gamba Fiza takde plak uhukkk)
Actually it was food tasting session , and we were all invited by cik Marfie... mekaseh bebanyak yer Epy for inviting us all, mesti Sue ingat kite nk buat BACHELORETTE party segala .pakai bunny outfit kan... kan? Ihikss.. tu next week k? eH? Tak sempat da.. sempat next week is her BIG day! (And mine too... kener ingat balik cara nak sapu daun rampai tu dari tangan... kene siapkan tisu bebbyk time tu :P ) Sue baju kurung intan dah nak siap hari Rabu.. hope its OK!
Today 8 aUGUst.. an auspicious date 8/8/2008
He called. Saying that he is moving to JB this coming puasa... and that he has broken up with his significant other. *sigh* Dont you wish things were different...? He asks. I did not reply.
Today oso is the opening ceremony of the Olympics in Beijing. .. and a lot of PPL are getting married... my ofismate Nana... congrats dear...So anyway... that is all that has happened to me these past few months.. major things that I would like to remember and cherish...and there are oso things I would like to forget as well.. *sigh* lastly... I really hope I could find time to write more here.. soon...keep in touch k... luv u all... CIAO babes...
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Third week of...menJoys
Hallo kawan2ku semua.. lama rasanya tak 'hadpet' blog nih. Rindu nak membebels dan menjoyss... =p
Alhamdulillah berkat nasihat sorg kawan (amoi I'm talking bout you) aku buat solat istikarah (eh betui ka aku eja ni) dan skrg tenang dengan keputusan aku untuk mencari pengalaman baru di tempat mencari rezeki yang baru ni...
Nak dijadikan cerita juga..kerja aku sekarang banyak berhubung kait dengan takaful (Ape itu takaful? Aku dengar korang tanyer, salah satu cabang dalam company aku ni..takaful) Yelah kite slalu dengar tapi jarang mengerti apa maksudnya yang sebenar. Actually sbb aku pun baru (3 minggu to be exact) aku pun belum mendalami lagi ertinya.. minggu depan baru ada training...so insyallah aku boleh la memberi informasi yang lebih dlm mengenainya (aicehhh)
Satu lagi juga...sebabkan aku naik tren hari2..alhamdulillah jimat sikit cost transpot aku (dari 300 sebulan skrg 100 sebulan jer) boleh la nak buatkan saving sikit2 nak kawen ni (oopsss terlepas cakapkahhhh...hahha acah mak enon jek) =p . Tapi betullah... kite nak kene ada saving skit..buat masa hadapan.. (aku kah yg bercakap nihhhh???) Hehehehehe!
Department pulak. Dalam team aku ni ader sorg minah yang amat sporting dan kelakar. Nama dia TINI. Nama penoh Kartini. First day aku tengok dia cm muke atitude+garang. Rupanya tak langsunggg...! Amat sempoi dan rockers la jugak aku tengok dia ni. Kalau bercakap kalah ERL. Laju giler dan amat banyak patah2 perkataan yang digunakan. Seblum ni dia HR kat bank lain *censored* hahaha.. anyway nice to know you and thanks for all the tunjuk ajar..maklumlah saya budak baru belajar...
Tini , mintak maap curik gambaq ko. (Tini in middle, diapit rizal and Johanna)
Pastu aku 'report to' dua assistant manager and satu vice president . (eKceli aku pon tak paham naper ader dua assistant manager tapi takde manager) Hmmm... ntah la antam cromo jer labuuu... in case korang terbeli cleo edisi April 2008 , korang cek la one of the cleo most eligible bachelor tu (no. 31) hahahaha.. dia la salah satu dari assistant manager kat dept aku! (JOYS plak skejap) =p
sO ... SO far so good la (bak kate omputeh)kalau oang mlayu ... sofa tuh enak untuk diduduk..especially bila byk bantal. Oklah kite move on to topik yang sterusnya..topik AF! Hahahah.. aku pun tak caya yang aku actually 'TENGOK' ok ..konsert AF musim ke 6 tuhhh...mostly sbb aku nak tengok best sgt ke sore siti saida tu (kakak Dato Siti) and oso nak tengok mama rina tuh (nenek kepada seorg cucu) mama rina nyata tak menghampakan dengan lagu tina turner You're simply the best..tapi siti saida... hmmm.. hampeh! dia nyanyi lagu Terlalu cinta- rossa. ada sikit la lunak2 siti nurhaliza tuh... tapi bab2 note tinggi2...adoiii pitching lari ke laot dik oiiii !!! Dua pelajar yang aku minat soara dia.. NADIA (18,KL) and TOI (31,JB)! AFUNDI MEREKA OK?? Konsert pertama melihatkan penyingkiran Yana (pelajar dari Perak) which is a sad thing coz suara dia ok, yang lagi hampeh contohnye (ika, lutfya, siti saida) in my opinion la... TAPI aku ske TOI sbb dia nyanyi Pagi yg gelap -Hujan. Best and sempoi! Hehehe!
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Next topik ni... aku dah slalu sgt tengok sekitar ibu kota... tapi tak berkesempatan untuk meluahkannya...nasib baik.. one fine day.. peluang itu muncul depan mata... perhatian kepada jejaka2 metropolitan+metrosexual+metrobus segala... hadoii.. pls take a look a this pic below...
Tolong lahhh...walau macam mana cinta yang mendalam pon terhadap awek ko, bakal tunang, bakal bini dsb.. janganlah tolong membawakan HANDBEG awek anda... ok? It makes u look like bapuk+pondan+dayus+pak turut+ dan lain2 yg sewaktu dengannya.. unless your gf mmg takde bahu (ini orang2 istimewa je atau OKU) TAKDE MAKNENYA ko nak bawakan beg dier... its such a fashion FAUX PAS plak tuh... HISH! Pantang betol kalau aku nampak... jadi.. mintak maap la... tolong la sesangat..sakit mate nih ha..hehehehehe =p
Ok lastly nak cerita semalam aku di kidnap nelly and jolie pegi menom kat oltown yap kwan seng. tuh first aku pegi...24 hours rupanya... and penoh ngan manusia.. nak tengok bola best jugak kot nak tengok kat situ ader tv yang amat besar..thanks coz sudi datang jempot aku untuk keluar bersosial yer korangs... maklumlahhhh da lame aku bertapa kat umah (eh lama ke.. rasa cam baru arituh berjalan pegi the curve tengok citer 10,000 BC ng korang kan?) =p
So anyway itu jelah penjoyahan aku buat kali ni... till we meet again.. adios..!!!
